The love of a father to her daughter

It is said that men always wish to have a son as their first born. In other cases a daughter becomes the first. I have also seen it with me. When I see her cry I does torn my lion heart apart. As a father you Learn to camerflas your pain but deep down you know it hurts like a stomach cramps.

The reason of holding it in is to make sure she put her trust in you as much as she does put it on her other.

The other reason the love is unconditional love because when you see her she reminds you of her mother in other instances your mother. So those two people combined in one being is way divine.

We seen it many times that kids are afraid of their fathers because father a like the Supreme Court in the house. If you don’t behave “we will tell your father about this” . So she grow up with the fear yet not knowing that the love is never ending and yes with no limits.

A father will keep her daughter first on everything and still keep the thought in mind that you need a brother to protect you when I am gone. All this is the father love to her daughter.

You can do anything to a man but once you involve the kids. He turns to something you would not think of, even as the father somethin you do not know about your self.

Baby girls are the sweetest to have. “not saying sons are less important” – Nas



Better life. Better future.

I have been told and read a lot more books about making money quick. The truth is that money can never be made quick, it is a process and certain principles are followed. The Internet is filled with may ways to make money quick, but which in turn is no true.

I have been introduced to long rich which is one of the longest and shortest ways to make money.

This way is for anyone willing to run his/her own business by selling or recruiting. Since not everyone can sell, then recruiting can be a way for you. It is a bonus if you can do both, sell and recruit.

Long rich is a company that sells more than 2000 products including cosmetic, real estate, biomedical products if naming a few for woolworth, Uniliver and Nike.

It is a network marketing that helps if you want to enhance your sales, presentation, recruiting, leadership and monitoring skills.

It is better that you know than never know how to make money. Since Long Rich can change your to Long riches.

As for me I am more in touch with the health side of it.. Same to goes to you. You can find the field that interest you and take it from there as you build your wealth.

How to sell a phone.

Welcome to my formula of selling a phone

When I started selling any product or service I didn’t know the importance of selling up. (Up selling). I’ve seen many sales people doing this very well.  Many times it would upset me, as I didn’t know what was the aim behind this sales person telling me to buy something I didn’t order or I didn’t plan to buy.



Me: Hello, can I have a pie of steak and kidney.

Sales person: ok. Would you like to have it with extra steak and kidney?

Me : No, that is fine.

Sales person.: Anything to drink? I have juice, cold drink and coffee. What would you like to drink your pie with?

Me: Nothing, ( saying this because I didn’t have much to pay for the extras.)

I will be mad at some point because if I have extra money I end up buying all the extras meanwhile in the house I do have cold drink, juice and coffee for that matter.

I didn’t know that they where up selling. When the time comes to deeply go into sales. I realize what they were doing.

Working in a mobile communication industry I learn that I also need to sell up to my clients to increase my sales. I came up with a formula called the:



P= Phone

A= Accessories

I= Insurance

when selling,You start by selling the a phone, then sell accessories for the phone.( Which help the phone to be protect from minor and major damages.) Then sell insurance for Major damages, loss and theft.

However Accessories and insurance can be sold visa versa. Either way it works

Accessories  like screen guard or pouch protect the phone from stretches which makes your insurance claim easy go, when the phone has no scretches.


Letter to self.

Dear self

I am truly honored and shocked at the same time, that I am writing this letter to you. 

Before everything. Please love yours. life is just the way you see it, I know and believe that you have to  live and accept the way it is.

Take it as the beginning, you have nothing, yet you have to build something out of nothing. Don’t blame anyone or anything, rather blame your self cause you alone. If you lonely create your self out of your self and live with yourself.

This is your Genesis. Write your book. Start your own family. Remember you are  your bother, your sister, a mother and a father to your self. Innovate because you got nothing to renovate. Explore unto your self  because you may never know what you capable of. Learn your self. If you want to fight, fight your self.

Remember you are alone, So where are you seeking help from? Seek it unto your self first before going external. You are powerful than you can imagine. Internal power. 

What have you created to your self that you cannot fix.? Self destruction. (OMS) Oh My self. Look what have you done. You have build alot external but you failed to build your self internal . Poor self. You really need self-actualization, self-esteem, Self-employed. 

You have been selfish to your self that you cannot do anything for self.  You are crazy now I know. I should  be calling you stupid ,  You son of your self.  Mybe you need to relocate back to where you come from you don’t belong here. 

I am sorry, but I am mad at you. Can’t you at least prove your self if you really are your self. I am starting to feel like you somebody else. If you are, then that’s taboo to your self.

I am tired of seeing you acting and pretending not to be your self.

Please find it in your heart to forgive me if this is harsh to your self. Honestly I can’t lie. I love you, I miss you and I need you.

Self regards,






Ready???…. Yes I am ready, but having a zero- zero balance in my account makes me not ready yet. R0.00 no this can’t be true.  All I know the future is exciting, as my words and thoughts be running at a speed of light.

Alan Knott-craig that’s how I feel many times.  Hold-up, he was always ready.  Majority now are not ready yet, with such attitude we are going to drop In the hands of dragon burning up to 40°-90° degrees.

Second is nothing. You should know by now.  Being first is the exciting part of all times. Craig can explain that feeling better. I also been first few times. You know why And how.? I was sourounded by like minds.  I am sorry to say this the future is to be somehow. Yes exciting for a few.

I can imagine you going for fishing with no net or string. Or going out for a long walk with no water to drink. I doubt you will reach the destination alive.  Just like canvassing with no data or airtime. IMAGINE THAT. HOPE YOU ROGER THAT.




I should be sleeping or just do my canvassing work, or maybe even read my comic book of Black Panther. Listening to the Kendrick Lamar (Pray for me). Who does pray for me? Who cares to waste or invest time in praying for me. Sometimes I fail to even pray for my self. I will be lying if I say I dont need one.

I am not use to be this lonely, but who cares if I am lonely or even alone for that matter, because even me my self I don’t know what to do about it. I can’t go out this late, not beacuse I am bounded or something. Truly speaking I can’t ignore the fact that my streets needs a hero. To save who? Cause nobody want to die for somebody else. This is the streets not Marvels, you get killed outche.


Ok. Hold up!!! I will be the hero. So you mean I should save ass from the dirt. Remember I am also trying to be clean. It’s not funny. Mr Bean could probably save your ass from the dirt. I can imagine, Mr Bean the hero.  

Back to the reality where I don’t know what to do with all this pressure.  If it was high school I would increase the volume. I wonder if that still makes sense to me, or it’s just words. If I told you I am stressed right now would you believe me or you would assume I am bored and my fingers are inching to type.

No.  Not all.  I have alot I could be doing right now. Things like wash my socks, prepare my uniform for tomorrow. Hahahahaha as if I like being in uniform. One friend of mine once said people who wear uniform are struggling in life. I had to laugh about it in a long run. I started analyzing that. But hmmmmm, hard to swallow. What do you think about that?? Are you also wearing  uniform or u just wear what you dreamt about or what your wife thought you could wear tommorow?? 

This is not novel neither nor short story. But I call it ‘The Time Mover’  (TTM).  Making sure I don’t sleep early cause if I do I will wake up late  or too early to even prepare my self for uniform work. You ask me how is work I say is fine. What you expect.? You got a better offer.? Or you just applying the TTM towards me.

I have alot of contacts on my WhatsApp and Facebook etc. all the social network. But mmmm it’s just a waste of time. I rather tickle my fingers and get my brain some challenge. It does like to work then. Great thing it does not wear no uniform. It is an all rounder. My perfect Job title of all times.

I like to move around in a circle of time. My reason is I hate to be blank. I like to learn from the next person, that’s my TTM.












Present for a defined context

When you not aware of the little things that separate a reader from a writer, is failing to arrange ideas  and have the purpose of the text towards the reader. It is crucial to know the type of text, tone, and register to use when presenting for a particular audience.

Type of text.

narrative text:

This is where you tell a story, as if it is not written.  when you read it,  you see pictures and the story-line  is in a very vivid image.

Discursive writing:

The Author or the writer give rise to debatable or arguable subject or theme. In that manner,the Author is not bias and hence he consider together the advantage and disadvantages of the topic.  However, the writer still needs to take one side of the arguments and still reflect the reason not to support the objector’s argument.

Reflective writing:

This form of writing, allow the writer to demonstrate,  reveal, disclose certain knowledge acquired  from a particular topic, Place, and  emotions based on a real life situation or fictitious view.

Argumentative writing:

This writing has a lot to do with empirical facts. Collecting data through qualitative research methods and quantitative research methods. In addition, the winding up of the argument is supporting or disagreeing  with the given or preferred motion.

Descriptive writing:

The core purpose of this writing describe an image or thing and also describing an event while keeping a close look at all the 5 sensation of a human into consideration.

Expository writing:

This type of writing involves paying attention on the topic and keep focus, yet presenting facts to the reader’s mind, or contrasting similarities and difference of an object, person or place. Furthermore, its purpose is to  inform , instruct or  perform a task.

Transctional text:

Used to inform or pursue a target audience. This text is seen a emails, letter, proposals and also reports. This type of writing should be straight forward and brief-indeed and sound.

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writing was never on my To-Do list.

hate-to-writeI know writing was never something I could ever like, as I always ask my self “Write for what?” I never gone to see the reason why I should write. Living the life that I have or the life that I had, with so many thoughts that I couldn’t hold any longer,  or didn’t know how to turn them to words, then remembered that I love painting, and if I can paint with a brush, then for sure I can paint using words some of my pictures.  “VIVID PICTURES”


As for me I teleport through words, that was what I always thought before I started rapping, yet didn’t know  how to go about it, I teleport through none existed and make it exist the second I start rapping, I caught my self seeking at my own living room as if No 1 seeing me,  hence forgetting that I see my self battling with the other me. Facing fear I never foreseen, seeing pictures of me killing “I”My self. The love that I know and the pain that I endure left me with a smile full of scars, no wonder now when I do anything, I find it hard to look back as I have now know, backwards or forward you still pay a price. Remember I was already in a move of taking things out, started hearing voices on the walls talking to my thoughts, and I didn’t want to interfere as I trying so hard not to make noise and mess up the process of taking things out, then something hit the wall on my head. The truth hit me so hard  I recall; I CANNOT LIE TO MY SELF.

Even this time around I didn’t have the motivation to write, or maybe I didn’t have the love to write. Then I recall that not everything you like or love you can have or own it or maybe know how to operate, or know how to do it. Having acquired the insight within my self motivated by other people with sameness perception of striving to be YOURSELF

People become competent to love new things as they grow or encounter the world they live in. I starting reading blogs. However most of the blogs I get in contact to, find them too long for my concentration span. Then I asked my self, Do this people read all this long blogs? Then I answered my self with a huge space of doubt,  Then I told my self if you like what you are writing then it is yours to look back in to in the future, That is why I also emphasize that you be your self to love your blogs.  I have been trying  to learn how  to read appropriate to understand  the context  because now I know what you are reading can draw your attention to even go deeper, special when you relate to a post.

At the end of the day you cannot make everyone like your post but if you like what you are writing about and have the meaning of what you are portraying to the people it is a lot more easy to face your keyboard or have your pen racing on your paper with no stop. I started using writing as my best friend, to listen on what I have to say at that moment without thinking if people will love it or not, because I do this for me. DO IT FOR YOU.

Being a father at my early 20,s really did motivated me in pursuing my writing so that when my baby grows she can have access to the information I wrote which can in future change her way of thinking or reviewing the world. Even now I still don’t know what I like the most as I find my self doing a lot of things specially when they interest me, afterwards I find my self bored at what I am doing I jump on to the next thing. 5 days later or more I look back to see what I was trying to do.

Knowing how to do a lot of things is very good but it hurts when you don’t know what is it that you really good at.


Selling products to people wasn’t really something I could say I always loved, yet I did find my self selling products to people. All I knew, I  had a way to communicate with people, but I’ve never seen it to a point were I will be selling them items or maybe selling my services to people.

After my parents broke up when I was still young the need to start selling was there for me. But I couldn’t take it as I have grown pride, and fear at same time. What will this girls think of me, I didn’t know much better that girls love a guy with money or maybe a guy who can afford because I was still young, only having the mentally that if you handsome, further know how to talk, you can get anyone to fall for you. Little did I know that it only worked well when I was still young and my age group also didn’t know that much.

Things changed every quick and money is at the front line of every young adult, there I am still battling with my pride and fear of what would they say about me? what happened to me? what went wrong with me? Only to find out I was losing the people I loved, and I couldn’t find the answers to that. Began to accept that I started at the top and went back down, now trying to find my way back to the top have all the money even though it can never be enough, just like pouring water on top of a duck hoping it will be wet.

This time around I go house to house sometimes advertising, selling and buying things, resale them after being fixed or manufactured. I now don’t have a problem on doing that because I know the world of business is full of products to sell and services to offer.

Currently I sell paint and paint houses, and the selling skill has just matched me but took me years to notice that I can be a best seller and offer great services to the people. I was a bit shy before but It was not paying for me to be shy, and this people will never stop talking, so I decided to keep walking in building a fine life of my baby regardless of people say.

I still believe I have some time to cover up all this lost years of ignorance, fear, and pride. I didn’t know it was wonderful to be your self. Until I accepted myself solo unique in a presence of hundred thousand people. I  accept my self as the only one who can love me more than anyone could.



EVANESCENT: daylight not enough.

woke up very early this morning  just to see that daylight even longer than I use to. It was safe to be walking in a place with daylight, but not anymore in my neighborhood. The is no love out the streets  it has faded and fading  soon to vanish and disappear like it never  existed.

This image brings sight to my knowledge that we humans need light cause we soon to be evanescent species.



The conscious S.T.R.E.E.T.S.